Am I waiting for your answer?
Why won't you look me in the eye
What's the point in all of this frustration
Why don't you just tell me
Just tell me am I sick inside?

This is a different emotion,
All of these arrows are pointing at me
In the mirror is this face
That's grown into this place
And I'm afraid, I am afraid
That's all I'll ever see.

So how does all of this fall
How do I understand 
What it is that you said, and what did you just say?
Cause you know that no one's here that's gonna hold my hand

And the face of fear is staring at me
And I'm screaming for it to turn away
Will someone take this pain
Are these drugs just in vain
And why does no one
Why does no one know what to say

Will someone call my mother
Cause you know I am just to scared to cry
This pain is like no other
But I don't mind admitting that I'm fucking petrified

So will I come down falling
Will I be consumed by my darker side
Cause I am blown wide open here before you
Watching death from the corner of my eye

And they say that every person
Has two sides for everyone to see
So it comes down to just this one question
What do you see when you look at me
Just look at me
Will you please look at me

© 2002 Heather Luttrell